Busy bug.

Guess I got the hang of my life now. 'Cause everything's balanced out now.
WORK. SCHOOL. PLAY. SLEEP. AND EAT :)
Busy bug's gotten my blood, but I'm totally into it.
And finally, everything's alright now.

I'll get through it.


I miss this. Really do.

bleady long one, yo.

Where do I begin? I'm lost in my holidays 'cause I've got so much things to do. And I lost my inspirations to blog because there's too many activities! Nevermind, just brace yourself for a super long-winded entry. Yakity yak yak.

Exams. Lol, was a flop. Results on 13th Sept, crossing my fingers, yo. So the first event:
HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY, MICHELLE. Like ya, passed 5 or 6 days alr. LOL, Hope you enjoyed the day. I love all of youuuuu(: Went bowling at MS and celebrated Michelle's birthday. WEE. Does smoke detactors detact smoke emitted by candles? Any idea?? I've got no idea, but the stupidest thing we did was when the candles went off, we were inhaling all the smoke. It was damn hilarious la. After Mich blew out the candles.. "EVERYONE, BREATHE IN!!!!!! (SNIFFS!!!!)" LOL!!! I couldn't even breathe 'cause I was busy laughing my arse off. LOL. Omg, I think we inhaled too much cardon dioxide, during the 2nd game everyone went insane. All the spares and strikes, thanks huh. GOOD GAMES, Su-h, Shile and I WON(: YAY. Long talk outside the foodcourt, eating Mich's HelloKitty choco-mint cake. And Roy took our beloved Liping away. WOOT((: They went dating la. LOL. After that we had dinner at Hans'.


Mich's happy-apple-hello-kitty-birthday cake! how adorable!
Blowing out the candles. Heehee. BREAATHHEEE!!!! x3
My darling clique(:
The next day, thursday.. WAS SUCH A SPOILER, DUH! Went sentosa w POLDARS but it just kept raining. BOOHOO. Bloody tanned for barely 15minutes. ): So damn disappointing. BLOODY HELL. But volleyball was fun. Lol, though we were playing it the wrong way. Nahahahas. I love POLDARS. Wait, I ACTUALLY CAN'T BELIEVE TWINNIE AND I GOT TRICKED BY THE TWO DUMB FELICIAS FOR SO LONG. Woah my god. And they can still keep quiet till we were on our way home. I thought what shit la. And they kept bugging me till I hang up the phone.

(after hanging up the phone..)
Feli (DAMN SERIOUS LOOK): "Jol, we got something very important to tell you. It's very serious."
Me: "Yes? Ya what? You and fel are lesbians? Haha."
Feli: "NO LA... We want to tell you that. What you all have heard at Carl's Jr. was not true! (HA HA. HA HA.) (:"
Twinnie and I: "(Look at each other. Stare for a few seconds.....) WHAT THE FUCK?!?! @#23%#$^#&234!@#$ WAH LAO!!! SO GNA KILL YOU!! WAH LAOO!!"
(Everyone on the train was staring at our exaggerated reactions. BAHH.)

Seriously, Priceless.
LOL. So much for GAY TALK. You girls are fucking gayyyy! NAHHS!!! HAHAHAHHAHA. I love you all still.


My bitch. LOL(:
TWIN LOVE!
Enjoying the breeze. FELFEL, JOL &YENFY
Pretty bell-shaped flowers. Simplicity and Innocence..
BAHHHH. Friday night was the usual night in school with the fluffs. Saturday night. Oh god, steamboat again. I'm so afraid of steamboat now. I think the aftermath of too much leftovers. Fluuffss Qinghui, Seehua and Eric came over to my crib. Dinner was great actually. (: Great foooood. Hehehe. Erm, if you guys want steamboat, wait a few more months okay? I'm sick of it. Brrrrrr.



DIG IN(:
Mushroom, mushroom, pai pai zhou((:
Brocolli and Tanghoon soup?
LEFTOVERS! Anyone? lol.


MY FLUFFS(:


Sunday spent time in the evening w a few darlings. Met Kannan and Lousie at CP and went to drink bubble tea. Yadah yadah. Then Lou's special status friend, Wanying??? joined us. Hmmmmm, bf, why is everyone around turning BI????! AM I NEXT! OMG. I LOVE GIRLS. LOL. Okay, random. Anyhoo. Seeing them eat pizza was pure torture la. Wth, 'cause I was meeting gf for dinner at Kovan. Lol. Went to our fav. place to eat and grow fat. SIGH. Long walk home. I'M GETTING FATTER. SIGH. SLAP ME IF YOU SEE ME EATING ANY CANDY AND FLUFFY? ): BOO. Time to get back to my exercising routine. SIGH. Do I look fatter? Tell me honestly? LOL. I can take the truth. SIGHHH. IRRITATING. Okay. Rmb.

Tmr will be swimming w twin love. A job interview on Wednesday. I'm not telling you where I'm going to work first. LOL. And I have a job next month!!! YAY. Web designing will do me fine(: Wake-boarding propbably on thursday!!! OMG, so damn excited. Anddddddddd. Friday, Happy 1 Year Anniversay.... P I S A N G S!!!! Wonder what's up? (: Omg, another packed week. PUUFFF. I'm so nt looking forward for band. 10th Sept. SIGGGH. :x LOL. Anyhooo, my baby's back from repair!! YAY(: I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR IT!!! LIKE REALLY?! It has been gone for almost a month?! Can't wait to test it out. Hehe. Okay, random.

Bloody long post. Sorry for the abrupt endings. I'm really not in the mood for blogging. But this is for HUA DARLIN'(: And...... I'm going to change my bleady blogskin. Stay tuned. &Orneh, I rmbed your promise still. LOVES. LOL. SEEY'ALL.

ashen.

One word. DRAINED. in my head. I counted how many projects and assignments we had.. And was taken aback. Lol. I think about 7 ? And the 8th one is dued this friday, and ho-hum. NOT STARTED. That's it! I flung my finance too. I can only hope for a miracle to get me through 2.1. That's all for this crazy effing sem.

My feet hurts. Think hua darling really did a stupid thing. By pressing down her tbone case on my foot by accident. It's BRUISED! ): Yesterday I was too sleepy to even entertain the bandits when we were at macs. As long as my bum sits and do nothing, my eyes follow suit. They'll just close and I'll doze off. Zzz.. So I went home early ytd. Saddest thing is, I couldn't go to bed. I needed to finish my script and slides for presentations. But nth really got in my alr drained brain. ): But I finished it TODAY(: No not rejoicing yet, I've got the another report writing to do. Like WTF is wrong with them, stuffing work up our throats. I'm choking. ):

I dread everydayyyyyy. But today something made my day! And I came home to find this on my desk:

"Hi Gal, Big Present 4 U! HA! HA!"
4 packets of sweeet love. x DDD
Mommy's the best realllllyy : D She made smile crazy. She knows I LOVE JELLYBEANS and will always buy it for me. HEHE. All I know is, she likes making me fat without herself knowing. But, isn't this LOVE? (: YAY. Dinner with Olivia today! She also bought me chocolates! But she forgot to bring it. She's so sweeet. Knowing I was so tired and caught up with school work, she bought chocolates to cheer me up. LIKE, AWWWWWWWW! THANKS SWEET HEART. Being with her is like one of the BEST remedy. But when she's not around.. It's like I'm missing a part of me. HMM ): I love my bestest girl lovely sweetest budddddyy. I just LOVVVVEEE it when my sweethearts give me candy ( : I know a few of them would shower me with those! They are REALLY LOVE! (:

Omg, I feel so loved today. LOL. (: Seeing Tarzion people around school was cool too! HEHE. Alright, think I'm turning in alr so tmr I'll have energy to do rp report shit. Some eye candyyy for you poots!
"TARZIONS ARE MY JUNGLE HEROS(:"


BYE(:

Somethings I've never learnt to forget. Maybe someday..

Don't wna go to bed yet.

Just received an sms from felfel asking me to join feli and her for supper at jalan kayu. (...) SIAO ARH. What time is it man? Lol, they're near by though, but how on earth can we get there? I don't mind roller-blading there. Forget it, thinks me mommy is going to forbid me from going out so late at night. Boo.

Hmmm. This week is super extremely busy and stressed to the max. ): I almost cried man, lucky my boyfriends and dears were there. AWWWS, just when you needed some love and a warm hug, they're there. And yup, my tears didn't fall eventually. Hee. Thank you guys. I really like being in band to see all my friends, making some music to lift my spirits up and destress for all I care.

Today's business was better than Friday's(: I think. Hmm. I finally took some pictures of my puny lil' shop. Didn't even have time to take pictures after the set-up. So here. DO VISIT ONCE AGN.
Over view of our puny lil' store. RAINBOWW + CLOUDS + SUN!I'm proud of my VM! :x
The woodie section..
Picnic Basket! YHUMMY(:
MASA-MASA! (: I swear they're SUPER UBER CUTE.
Some vintage necklaces we made.
Anyw, you can visit more here. Yhum-yhum. Hmmm, operation was real fun today! Was hopping around 1st Avenue. Think Ho Ho's going to scream his head off and shower me with his sarcasms when he spot checks the videos. BOO. Helping out at Casual-Tees today. (: And I had fun with the classmates. I don't like to take pictures with Caris luh. She toooooo tiny. LOL~



Must aim the camera properly so that we look even. LOL! Just kidding luh, I love her!(:

Marketing Research project is only a highway to hell, I swear. Keep stressing over it. And I can't do anything with it now 'cause I need to go back to school and use the effing program to collate my calculations. IRRITATING SHIT, I'm really wasting a lot of time. ): SAVE ME. TOMORROW'S THE DEADLINE!!! FUCK IT. NOT EVEN HALF OF THE EFFING REPORT. That's it. I was told not get so stress over it. Okay I shall fuck care it now.

Band after project meeting. Ya, I almost burst. But had band, Ah Tan didn't come so law ba took full band. It's more fun I guess, but less productive. LOL. I had my fun(: Dinner with hua, frotong and erica. Met chipchip, raz darls, zhexing and nina at macs and we all talked and walked home together. Heh, it was fun(: I wish time goes slower when we have fun... But time is all the same, nobody could ever stop it. Time waits for no man. So we all move along. Sigh. Got to wake up early.. So think I better hit the sack NOW. Have got coughs and a stuffy nose ): Boo.. Hope to get well soon. Good night world.

I must be lying if I'd said my heart's not a mess..

eye bags luggage.

Me: "Omg.. I've got eye bags.."
Seehua: "Those are not eye bags, those are eye luggage."

HAHAHAHAS. Rolls on floor laughing. That was real dumb. Ya.. I've got like a major sleep deprivation. I can't exactly go to bed now 'cause I've got so much shit to do. BOO. I neeeeeeeed my bed. And I miss my mom. Okay that was random. But I really miss and need these both real real real bad. I REALLY MISS MY MOMMY): Hug hug???

Stayed up on Thursday night at Jacq's place to complete our Merch Buy stuff. And of all days, my Twinnie fell real ill and I had to take over, which I think I did a sucky job. MAJOR SIGH. It was such a horrendous night, with the fever running and the runny nose with a box of tissue by my side.. Typing presentation slides, cutting pictures for catalogue and doing up those smaller signages for the displays... ARG.. Worked from 10pm all the way till 7am in the morning and rushed down to school to print out the slides. Don't bother, the presentation sucks too. ): Presentations are NEVER good when they're last minute. After that was hell and hectic, setting up the store for the last before opening. IT WAS SOOOO MESSED UP ): Couldn't even count all the opening stock as we displayed too many and the customers were already browsing and picking items before we open. Arg... But operations went out smoothly, walking around 1st Avenue and Biz school aimlessly, disturbing the people, hung around with the clique till 4pm. Same problem, couldn't telly the closing stocks. Anyway, I think R01 and R02's VM and merchandises are damn good(: I love the army hat and shades from su babe's store(Love At First Sight). I'm so tempted to get it!! And the hp straps from Chocolate Box! AHHH. Shopping spree at First Ave. Crazy. Lol. Please visit us all, and show your support for 1st Avenue, especially for my groupie and my store, Summr Cottage!!

Instead of going home after operation, I went for band. I am such good girl, see? But.... I end up dozing off whenever Ah Tan is talking or coaching the other sections. I couldnt help, but what could I do.. I was WIDE awake for the past 36hours without naps or sleep. Oh well, it was woodwinds sectional anyway. Was rather productive, must say. AND WOAH! Thank God he wasn't there to spoil our intonation ytd. LOL. We just sounded so damn good. To a certain extent. GRINS. Seehua came! ((: AND SHE GAVE ME HONEY LEMON DRINK! (: AWWW. She's the sweetest. Hehe. I was awfully happy when band ended. We had cuppy cakes from Cynthia mommsie(((x They were too pretty to be eaten. I saw boyfriendTWO holding on to her cuppiecake for a LONG LONG TIME. LOL, think she couldn't bare to eat it. It's really reallyyyy UBER CUTEEEE.

SEE?! Even the box was nice, I stole one. Heeeee. Yay. Dinner with my dears as usual and went to our same old place. And back home at 12.30am.. Slept at 1.30am and woke up at 9am plus and back to school for MR. CRIES OUT LOUD. I just wna sleep longer. ): Spent 5 hours wrecking my brain with Yisin coming out with pointers for our findings. And I think we are in DEEEEEP DEEEEP SHIT. WEDNEDAY'S SUBMISSION. Barely half the report is even out yet. ): STRESSSS SUPER STRESS. Jacq came with BUBBLE TEA!(: Anyway.. went for late lunch at techno after 4pm plus. The salted veggie + duck soup sucks that I had to order chicken wings to compliment my white rice. Lol. After lunch we went to watch fishes. We stood there for a moment watching them.. Was really fascinating and Jacq bought a fish to accompany her sad lonely neon fishy living in this big fish aquarium at her home. We saw many other fishes and even seamonkeys. HEE. I love to watch fishes. Use to sit in front of my tiny bowl of guppies & Joo Joo(my dead goldfish) for hours. I JUST ENJOY THEIR COMPANY. They stare politely at me, and I stare politely right back on too. LOL. Fishes are friends, not food! (: Whatever. Think that's about it for today. Gotta run along, love.




Will you say okay...
I don't need you,
I don't need you to destroy me,
I don't need you to tell me how to lead my life.
I don't need you to decide how I should feel.
I am happy now, just the way I am.
Pleaese say you're happy for me too.

omg, save me.

I'm sneezing soooo badly.. Just needed to break away for a tad moment. And off to bed. But, before I sleep..

I'll reply Feli's tag.
Each player of the game has to start off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end , you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list out their names.
1. They say I'm sociable. But when it comes to presentations, I freak out infront of everyone. I thought being sociable was being rather brave?
2. I can still eat desserts no matter how full I am. Well.... sometimes it depends too, if my food is not till up my thoart!
3. I can still be emo no matter what feeling I'm experiencing.
4. I love to hug everyone.
5. I'm afraid of death but I tend to try kill myself
6. I still can't pronounce vegetables.

Did you look up at the sky today? It was so clear and was filled with many, I mean MANY stars. Okay, not that extreme yet. But hardly do you see stars up in Singapore's skies. I would trade in chilli for STARS((: Lol, inside joke. I was burning wood for my store signage for the past 2-3 hours.. And another 2 hours before I met the bandits for dinner. Like it's finally done! I'm so happy with it. It was goddamnit tiring, plus my flu isn't making things any better. I'm like dying now.. My nose hurts, my thoart's sore, eyes watery and all.. Fell ill at the wrong time.. Of all time when tmr's the set up. KILL ME. I really feel like dying now. Still hoping that the store would be put up nicely tmr. Arggg... I NEED TO... I really wna go to bed now.. I'm so so so drained, stayed up just to do up some psycho stuff. Good night. I'm dyinggg.


I swear I hate wood burning.

That's strange, I'm HERE(:

Hmm, rather free now I must say, though there's like tonnes of projects and assignment up ahead which are yet to be completed.. Mmm, have been busy thinking about our store's VM. Hopefully I can help everyone with that. Haha, it's rather pressurizing actually. Though designing has been my passion, I've never quite excel in it. But I'll put in my all for you guys, so fret not groupie. :) Guess I'm going to get busy now again. I pray that the web template + online catalog, and all will be up tonight. Ciaos Lovelies.

Sneak peak to what I'm up to lately:


Thought of photographs.

Love.

Love you guys.

Going offline now, I'm going to be soo busy this and next week. Pray that I'll make it through. Good night. I'll be back to update if I can.

Everything Changes, Staind
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal.

[Chorus:]
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real.

[Chorus]

When it's just me and you.
Who knows what we could do.
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day.

[Chorus]

Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word.

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?.
It wouldn't change how you feel.

Don’t go you said you wouldn't...

1:23am. I'm was home an hour ago. Hmmmm, was really a tiring day though I didn't really do much, or I did. But the thought of having to deal with the stocks/inventories ain't that fun. But still, it's so much fun doing with twin and jacq jacq :) I had a helluva time! Hehehe. Pray that we'll finish on time. All the besssst :) Paperwork, VM, website, web design. SIGGHH. Setting up a business isn't that easy, for us. Let's not go on further abt the future. Yays, thank God I have twin and jacq!

Ytd was a dreading day.. I missed lecture 'cause I overslept 2 hours. Rushed down but still couldn't make it and I missed out on all the presentations. :( Guess I'll have to make it up this coming friday. Rushed to print pw before marks get deducted further. And stupid me, couldn't even find the block when it was like right in front of my face (rolls eyes). It was a warm day too, and I was pespiring mad, even the slightest jog sent me dripping in my own pespiration. BOO. Anyhoo, went to collect stocks w groupie ytd. And headed for band, which I think it was a waste of time! Well. On second thought, I did manage to practise my part. But.. half the band was missing, I was the only alto saxist, and qz on the bari. Two man show. FANTASTIC SAXES, I'm so goddamn proud of you. Dinner w darlings was the best part la okay? Lol. I loved ice-cream and hanging around the playgrounds! Heh, but mr. cockroach decided to drive us away and back home.

Hmmmm, August in Bethany by The Juliana Theory has been ringing in my head. Sighh.. So hungry now. I neeeed food. :/ Oh yeah, I bought a colouring book! Lol, I'm so hooked onto it I was so reluctant to get out of the house, just because I wanted to finish colouring! Ho-hum, it's so late alr. Took so long to write this post. So, good night world.

i rmb when you came to me that night..

My nose bled just this evening. Think I'm too damn sleep deprived my nose? couldn't take it. Bahhhh. Nonsense... Ignore. I had fun at Kumon today : ) The lil kiddies' smiles are just irreplaceable. Definitely more worthy of... : ) hahahaha. Though they can be quite a hassle, a kid's smile is nevertheless one which will brighten up anybody's gloomy days! Agree?

Have been trying to keep myself so busy to forget the unhappy stuff. And I managed. Like real damn quick. Now I have 2 temporary jobs on hand, band is starting and school is reopening. BUSY BUSY BUSY(: Oh mind you Suuu, am no Miss Popular. Am a SORE LOSER. Unlike you.. : p I'm a loner boo huuuu. :*

Anyway. While at home, was really keeping myself so damn preoccupied, I did this:

Hahaha, I like the words only. I don't exactly know what picture I painted. But it's actually emoism. Hahaha, I know like whatever right. LOL, anyway it's a girl? Playing a guitar? LOL. I think the nicest thing about the picture is the heart. Heh.. Anyone would like to pay me to paint fonts? HAHAHAHA. :x Okay, shall take back my words. Anyway this pair of shoes was meant for working. Thought it was too plain. Ended up, I kind of desstroooyyedd.... it.. : ( Ahhhhh. Heck the picture.

Yaynessss, another day at Kumon tom. : ) Heart heart kids. Wna see Alycia, Constance, Qiqi, Tammy and many moreee.. : D HAHA I REMEMBERED THEIR NAMEs. : D I think after under my coaching they might not do very well? I think I'm too linient. That's because I love them! They're so damn stressed alr, why stress them even more? Right. They are actually studying advance levels. Meaning if the kid is p1, she will be doing p2 work. Tsk, poor kids! Jia youuu ooooo! Okay. Gtg to sleep (: TATAS LOVE. SEEHUA I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU. (overexcited.)